I was never a hugger, or a kiss-greeter for that matter. Ever since I was a small child, I remember the angst I'd feel anticipating going to a family function and having to walk around the room and kiss everyone "hello." Then upon leaving, having to walk back around the room and kiss everyone "goodbye." … Continue reading Let it linger…
Category: Life
Me, Myself, and I – or not…
Posts that declare it’s time to "think of myself, put myself first, and all else be damned" make me uneasy. It isn't because I think that we should put ourselves last, nor do I ever think someone should stay in an abusive relationship or situation, but I don’t think we were put on this earth … Continue reading Me, Myself, and I – or not…
A Chapter Closed…
God is good. All the time. During trials, tribulations, and unwelcome journeys especially. His remarkable way of teaching us valuable lessons while strengthening our character and faith is undeniable. After coming to the end of a difficult two years, one that has tested me over and over, I know this to be true. True because … Continue reading A Chapter Closed…
Finding Christmas Spirit…
It’s Christmas, and I don’t know what to write, because I don’t know how to feel. I’m grateful, overwhelmed, anxious, melancholy, exhausted, and hopeful. In other words, I’m a mixed-up-ever-questioning-mess who recognizes that I cannot control anything in my life, except for recognizing that Christmas gave way for the one who shall set my course … Continue reading Finding Christmas Spirit…
Karma: an uncomfortable word…
You know what word I don't care for? Karma. A word thrown around quite a bit in an off handed way of wishing another consequences for a perceived egregious act or behavior. The "what goes around comes around" statement gives the illusion that the ill will is part of a grand plan versus a wish … Continue reading Karma: an uncomfortable word…
Speaking the Truth
Maybe if enough of us refuse to conform, acknowledge, and/or partake in the oddities encountered at every turn, our individual lives can begin to feel sane again. Except for when people inform me of the current news and trends, I try to remain somewhat in a bubble these days. Choosing to focus on God, my … Continue reading Speaking the Truth
The Complexity of Love…
What is love? It's a complicated thing to explain, for its meaning encapsulates so many emotions. Most times it is the most beautiful feeling in the world, but don't be fooled... Love can cause pain and wounds deeper than any material weapon I dare you to find. Love is happiness and contentment with the constant … Continue reading The Complexity of Love…
Sound of Freedom – God is Calling…
I'm trying to figure out my calling. My purpose, the reason I am here. I do believe we all have a purpose designed by God himself, however most of us fall short in walking the path that has been chosen for us. I don't necessarily believe that in not walking that path, we are not … Continue reading Sound of Freedom – God is Calling…
Seeking Redemption…
I’m feeling some kind away lately. I worry relentlessly that there is no way that I can possibly redeem myself to the level I need to, to guarantee entry into the kingdom when my time here is done. It’s frightening. I’m trying, but I know I’m not putting enough effort into it. I can’t find … Continue reading Seeking Redemption…
A Cross to Bear…
Did you ever look at someone and think, "wow, they've got it all, not a care in the world"? Maybe even a little shot of envy creeps into your thoughts as you assume they've conquered life and managed to avoid the trials and tribulations that seem to continually seep into your own. I think if … Continue reading A Cross to Bear…
Its All So Clear to Me Now 